Ginnorius

and I allow people to hurt me why? The email full of emotional blackmail arrived at my work email today. Blames me for ruining her whole time here. This has happened before, and each time i let her back in only for it to happen all over again.
Not this time I think. I know its not my fault. I know I tried. Just like I have tried every other time.
*Feeling worthless and like I don't deserve to be loved.